My world is blurry
Filled with illness and hurry
I crawl at the speed of light
With all of my unbalanced might
I'm too small to rule her world
Although I always make it swirl
She cares for me
With a silent plea
One the yearns for peace
Her love will never cease
But soon I'll be leaving
And she'll take up drinking
Killing herself slowly
Wishing she was holy
So that maybe I could stay
And she wouldn't stray
From this crazy thing that holds us here
Sometimes I wish it would just disappear
I don't have much time left
And maybe I'm asking too much
Please tell her she's blessed
And be her crutch
When things get bad
She'll be sad
Because I
I used to be an open person
Some would say I was too open
I told everyone
Everything there was to know about me
But it all changed one day
They changed the way they saw me
They changed the things they did around me
She changed the way she looked me
She changed the way she spoke to me
I changed the things I chose to share
I changed the way I saw the world
I made a simple mistake
Presenting my heart on a silver platter
One day made me
One day chained me
It was an innocent action
That led to disastrous consequences
One day gave birth to my downfall
One day showed me Hell
In the moments leading to my demise
I spoke an evil truth
Telling
The Things We'll Never Do by samsamsammysam66, literature
Literature
The Things We'll Never Do
We'll never cross this bridge
And make that connection
We'll never make that leap
And fall together
We'll never make it out of the tunnel
And break away from the darkness
We'll never keep moving forward
And become something more
We'll never rewind
And go back to what we were
We'll never make it to the end
And you won't even try
We'll never be the same
And I know it's too late to turn back
I am a writer
I write what
I wish I could say
Trapping my feelings
On paper everyday
I am a writer
I write what
I see around me
My eyes; wide open
Have set me free
I am a writer
I write what
I need to do
Clear and confused
Just give me a clue
I am a writer
I write what I feel
And I feel what I write
But when I stop feeling
I stop writing
And my little world
Starts reeling
I am a writer
Who writes to find reason
And maybe even some treason
In this world
Where insanity rules
Behind a piece of paper marked:
"Here are the fools"
You trapped me
Dragged me below the surface
And held me there
You chained me
Put brass around my ankles
And left me struggling
You broke me
Beat me with whips made of hate
And hurt me more
You changed me
Made me who you wanted
And killed me inside
You hid me
Stole me away from the light
And made me blind
You crushed me
Blew my dust in the wind
And danced on my grave
You're quicksand
surrounding my body
And now I'm twenty feet under
With no chance of being saved
You don't have the right
To tell me how much I'm worth
Constantly bringing me down
With a few simple words
You throw them at me
Like it's nothing
But it feels
Like everything
Everything I've ever done wrong
Trapped between two words
I try to prove you wrong
I try to be worth something
I try and I try
But it's never enough
I try and I try
But you never change
You brawl behind words
That I've learned to shield
But when it comes down to it
You're the one hiding
And I'm the one fighting
One day I'll be free
And then you'll know
That you had no right
To label me worthless
I'm from a herd of bulls
Strong and fierce and meant to last
From loyalty to spirit
To red, white, and black
I'm from the strong bond we hold
One that can never break
From the trust and friendship we share
To our pride that could split a hair
I'm from a drive by, drive through
No name street
From fallen trees to broken power lines
This is what I call home
I'm from the dead-end
That serves no purpose
From the mailboxes in need of repairs
To a family who cares
I'm from the blood and sweat
Of hard work and heartbreak
From "How was your day?"
To "Don't talk to me."
I'm from a puzzle that doesn't go together
To something that fits so perfectly
F
No one sees me
In the light
And that's my key
To living right
In the dark
I cower, I hide
Because of my mark
My pride, my stride
But in the light
I'm in disguise
They say I'm all right
But I can see in their eyes
A sight they don't understand
That's what I am
Something so bland or rather grand
Maybe I'm a scam, some spam
I've got some nerve
Leaving for somewhere brighter
But this is what I deserve
For being a fighter
All those years of lying low
Nearly killed my happiness flow
But I grew and grew until I was about to blow
And now I'm here, there, and possibly
Everywhere
I had been afraid of sharks ever since I was a kid. I would never admit it, but I was only afraid of them out of pure ignorance. I didn’t fully comprehend them or the reason I was afraid. As I got older, I feared them less and less until one day I stopped thinking about the “what if’s” and my fear was replaced with curiosity. I got my divers license when I was 13 and ever since then I’ve wanted to go diving with the object of my childhood fears.
I’ve been diving with everything from giant goliath grouper to snakelike moray eels to huge jelly fish bigger than my head, but nothing was as exciting as my
I dare you
To tell me to be something I'm not
Go on, say it
Tell me to hide the truth
From all of those I love
I dare you
To tell me to grow up
Go on, say it
Tell me I'm childish
Because you're so much more mature than me
I dare you
To tell me who I can and cannot love
Go on, say it
Tell me that loving certain people is wrong
Because your way of thinking is so right
I dare you
To tell me I'm not normal
Go on, say it
Tell me that I'm different
Even though you and I are both humans
You could do all of that
In a heartbeat if you wanted to
But here's a real challenge:
I dare you
To accept everyone for who they are
Not for who you want them
My world is blurry
Filled with illness and hurry
I crawl at the speed of light
With all of my unbalanced might
I'm too small to rule her world
Although I always make it swirl
She cares for me
With a silent plea
One the yearns for peace
Her love will never cease
But soon I'll be leaving
And she'll take up drinking
Killing herself slowly
Wishing she was holy
So that maybe I could stay
And she wouldn't stray
From this crazy thing that holds us here
Sometimes I wish it would just disappear
I don't have much time left
And maybe I'm asking too much
Please tell her she's blessed
And be her crutch
When things get bad
She'll be sad
Because I
I used to be an open person
Some would say I was too open
I told everyone
Everything there was to know about me
But it all changed one day
They changed the way they saw me
They changed the things they did around me
She changed the way she looked me
She changed the way she spoke to me
I changed the things I chose to share
I changed the way I saw the world
I made a simple mistake
Presenting my heart on a silver platter
One day made me
One day chained me
It was an innocent action
That led to disastrous consequences
One day gave birth to my downfall
One day showed me Hell
In the moments leading to my demise
I spoke an evil truth
Telling
The Things We'll Never Do by samsamsammysam66, literature
Literature
The Things We'll Never Do
We'll never cross this bridge
And make that connection
We'll never make that leap
And fall together
We'll never make it out of the tunnel
And break away from the darkness
We'll never keep moving forward
And become something more
We'll never rewind
And go back to what we were
We'll never make it to the end
And you won't even try
We'll never be the same
And I know it's too late to turn back
I am a writer
I write what
I wish I could say
Trapping my feelings
On paper everyday
I am a writer
I write what
I see around me
My eyes; wide open
Have set me free
I am a writer
I write what
I need to do
Clear and confused
Just give me a clue
I am a writer
I write what I feel
And I feel what I write
But when I stop feeling
I stop writing
And my little world
Starts reeling
I am a writer
Who writes to find reason
And maybe even some treason
In this world
Where insanity rules
Behind a piece of paper marked:
"Here are the fools"
You trapped me
Dragged me below the surface
And held me there
You chained me
Put brass around my ankles
And left me struggling
You broke me
Beat me with whips made of hate
And hurt me more
You changed me
Made me who you wanted
And killed me inside
You hid me
Stole me away from the light
And made me blind
You crushed me
Blew my dust in the wind
And danced on my grave
You're quicksand
surrounding my body
And now I'm twenty feet under
With no chance of being saved
You don't have the right
To tell me how much I'm worth
Constantly bringing me down
With a few simple words
You throw them at me
Like it's nothing
But it feels
Like everything
Everything I've ever done wrong
Trapped between two words
I try to prove you wrong
I try to be worth something
I try and I try
But it's never enough
I try and I try
But you never change
You brawl behind words
That I've learned to shield
But when it comes down to it
You're the one hiding
And I'm the one fighting
One day I'll be free
And then you'll know
That you had no right
To label me worthless
I'm from a herd of bulls
Strong and fierce and meant to last
From loyalty to spirit
To red, white, and black
I'm from the strong bond we hold
One that can never break
From the trust and friendship we share
To our pride that could split a hair
I'm from a drive by, drive through
No name street
From fallen trees to broken power lines
This is what I call home
I'm from the dead-end
That serves no purpose
From the mailboxes in need of repairs
To a family who cares
I'm from the blood and sweat
Of hard work and heartbreak
From "How was your day?"
To "Don't talk to me."
I'm from a puzzle that doesn't go together
To something that fits so perfectly
F
No one sees me
In the light
And that's my key
To living right
In the dark
I cower, I hide
Because of my mark
My pride, my stride
But in the light
I'm in disguise
They say I'm all right
But I can see in their eyes
A sight they don't understand
That's what I am
Something so bland or rather grand
Maybe I'm a scam, some spam
I've got some nerve
Leaving for somewhere brighter
But this is what I deserve
For being a fighter
All those years of lying low
Nearly killed my happiness flow
But I grew and grew until I was about to blow
And now I'm here, there, and possibly
Everywhere
I had been afraid of sharks ever since I was a kid. I would never admit it, but I was only afraid of them out of pure ignorance. I didn’t fully comprehend them or the reason I was afraid. As I got older, I feared them less and less until one day I stopped thinking about the “what if’s” and my fear was replaced with curiosity. I got my divers license when I was 13 and ever since then I’ve wanted to go diving with the object of my childhood fears.
I’ve been diving with everything from giant goliath grouper to snakelike moray eels to huge jelly fish bigger than my head, but nothing was as exciting as my
I dare you
To tell me to be something I'm not
Go on, say it
Tell me to hide the truth
From all of those I love
I dare you
To tell me to grow up
Go on, say it
Tell me I'm childish
Because you're so much more mature than me
I dare you
To tell me who I can and cannot love
Go on, say it
Tell me that loving certain people is wrong
Because your way of thinking is so right
I dare you
To tell me I'm not normal
Go on, say it
Tell me that I'm different
Even though you and I are both humans
You could do all of that
In a heartbeat if you wanted to
But here's a real challenge:
I dare you
To accept everyone for who they are
Not for who you want them
I dare you
To tell me to be something I'm not
Go on, say it
Tell me to hide the truth
From all of those I love
I dare you
To tell me to grow up
Go on, say it
Tell me I'm childish
Because you're so much more mature than me
I dare you
To tell me who I can and cannot love
Go on, say it
Tell me that loving certain people is wrong
Because your way of thinking is so right
I dare you
To tell me I'm not normal
Go on, say it
Tell me that I'm different
Even though you and I are both humans
You could do all of that
In a heartbeat if you wanted to
But here's a real challenge:
I dare you
To accept everyone for who they are
Not for who you want them
I love almost everything! I really like art and drawing even though I'm not to good at it lol. I'm more into writing than anything else. Oh, and I hope we can become friends :D
My favorite type of art is abstract and poetry
Favorite quotes: Be the focus of attention. Be the name that everyone must mention! Believe in the me that believes in you. When somebody challenges you, fight back. Be brutal. Be tough. Don't think, just do. Don't try and make sense. What doesn't kill you is going to leave a scar. If you're prepared to die, you can do anything. Rule #1: Don't fall in love with a straight girl.
Today is the last full day my family and I will have with Tweety. Sometime tomorrow afternoon is when we're gonna take her to the vet. In order to counteract the deep depression that I am bound to slip into again, I've devised a not so fool proof plan. I'm not going to sleep. Last night I stayed up all night and tonight I'm doin' the same thing with the assistance of coffee. If I can successfully stay awake until it's time to put her to rest, then I might be able to skip the crying part of grieving and sleep the pain away.
I know it's a fucked up plan, but I'm running on empty here and this whole month has been so so fucked that I just
For I have risen! Loljk idek what I'm doing ~rainbowtearplz (https://www.deviantart.com/rainbowtearplz)
It's been a little over a week since I got sick, but I feel like 47% better which is great! I mean I can almost sleep the whole night now :icon0u0plz: Oh! And blood only comes outta my nose now, not my mouth so that's a plus I think!! Idek I'm on so many drugs and everyday I get loopy and my head feels funny. Man, I donno. Is that normal? Pfft, whatever :icondontunderstandplz:
Anywho, I watched this really incredible movie last night (I paid freakin' $10 for it on demand so it better have been good). It was called The Congress. At first, it confused me and I wasn't s
I'm really sick and aside from today idek if I'll be on much this week. I was coughing on Saturday. Sunday I was drugged up on some sleep meds my mom gave me 'cause I was in a crap load of pain. Yesterday I went to the doctors and they said I might have a sinus infection and my mom swears up and down I have an upper respiratory infection. Today I've been coughin' up red and yellow stuff so I'm pretty sure I'm dying...